Contracts and Free Will

July 18, 2009 at 1:00 am

So many times I’m asked how does this work? If I have a contract with someone, then how does free will work?

When I crossed over I saw many things and remember 99% of them. One of the things that I was shown was how the sacred contract works and who is involved in the signing of them.

Well, I saw that everyone who is a part of your life either on a small scale or even a large one – teachers, co-workers, bosses, spouses, girlfriends, boyfriends, even friends…you had agreements with all of them, every person. The agreements and contracts that you share with others are those that indicate their participation in your lifetime, perhaps through a particular event or events, the role of participation could be large or small…

Your signature is an agreement that you will help, assist, do all that you can to help this person through a time of change or difficulty. Usually it is the signature of a different name, other than the name you use here on this earth. You use your spiritual name, the one you have gone by for eternities.

Ok with all that said…you ask, “What about free will? Don’t I have a choice?”

Answer is YES! you definitely do – at any time you can choose to exit, you promised to enter into a person’s life to help them, perhaps pose an option for them to enter into change, BUT…they have the choice to accept the offer or not, they have a choice as well.

This is where “Free Will” comes into play, Remember they have the choice, if they choose not to participate in the earth experience…large or small, it is their choice, and must be respected as such. Sometimes it takes awhile for us to accept that they don’t want to participate, then we must choose, when is a good time to exit and know we did what we set out to accomplish, this is where, truly being connected, being in touch enough, to know you fulfilled everything you were obligated to fulfill.

What do you feel is the hardest contract you fulfilled or had to choose to let go?

Blessings Hugs and Hearts!

Jacqueline ext. 9472

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  1. David April 6, 2012 at 6:33 am

    I understand the concept of Contracts and Freewill…..I have a contract that I’m finding I have yet to be able to “close” involving a past relationship that I believe should have continued on, (I trully don’t think it was intended to end (or, if so, ended too early and abruptly)….I know that lessons were learned from both sides……I believe one’s lesson of me has ended negatively as they do not wish contact……I trully believe we walk in and out of each other’s lives (no matter the time frame) for positive/negative in or that we obtain lessons from our journey…….but, I also believe this is one “Contract” that has been prematurely “haulted”….can/does this happen along our way……can Contracts once “closed” have a reconnection in the same “lifetime”?

    Breach of Contract!

  2. robdon62 August 27, 2010 at 7:26 am


    You stated that we can choose to “exit” our contract. How do we do that and yes I understand that it can have deleterious effects karmically speaking. My life here (48 years) has been so incredibly terrible that I have essentially given up and really do not feel that I can complete this earthly experience anymore. I do not believe in suicide, yet, I gave up about two years ago and my soul is overwhelmingly tired and I really cannot take anymore. I was born to a violent abusive, narcissistic alcoholic who beat my mother and we four girls for ten years before my mother finally kicked him out. He abandoned us and unfortunately we were raised in true poverty ( no food, no clothes, being evicted from rentals, etc…). I put myself thru nursing school working three jobs. I have been an RN for 26 years and I have two grown wonderful children. But a “dark cloud” has followed me for a bout a decade now and I want out. I know I am partially here to keep my mother alive as she has had very serious health problems for about twenty years and I know I have been the “vessel” to assist with keeping her from dying as she was needed here to assist my other sisters but she has hated me since she kicked my Dad out as I look just like him and have some of the same mannerisms as he has and she despised him. I have been told I am an “old soul” but I have no strength or hope left in this particular life and no energy to “turn it around”. Simply speaking, I am done!!!!!!! How can we “end our contract” if we just know that we cannot take another day without peace and joy. Again, I know my spirit guide has always helped me in the “medical realm” but definitely not otherwise and I just lost my home of 16 years to foreclosure as my husband lost his job for 11 months and could not find any job at all and not one person in my family would help at all, financially, emotionally or otherwise. It’s been a series of one horrible thing after another happening and I cannot take it anymore. I need and deserve for the rest of my life to be full of peace, financial freedom and hope.

  3. ccsp May 20, 2010 at 2:28 am

    I like it so much and agree with you.

  4. Elaine October 11, 2009 at 7:42 pm

    Hello Jacqueline,
    I found the hardest contract to fulfill and accept to be my husband’s death, followed by my lifelong challenge to know, love and stay strong in myself.
    I’m finally stepping into dating and having a little more fun. Seeing a couple of very special people currently. Yet still very scared to trust and open up after several previous disappointments. Even trusting the Universe is difficult!
    I would really love to hear more about your visions of world events and the New World sometime :)
    Thank you for sharing your wonderful gifts!! Please send me strength during this birthday and anniversary week!
    Peace and blessings,
    Elaine (another healer in the making)

  5. Andrea October 11, 2009 at 1:08 pm

    My most difficult contract is one I’m living right now. I’ve been on again & off again with a man with issues. I know I’ve committed to helping him get through this stuff – but it has been very difficult for me because we’ve had a love grow between us. I want to be together as partners & he just isn’t ready. I’ve walked away so many times because of the hurt I’ve experienced as a result. Most friends think I’m nuts but I know this is a spiritual connection and commitment. It’s harder to follow such a contract when you don’t have many people who understand and support your path.

  6. Sea Turtle July 27, 2009 at 8:29 pm

    Oh Stacey,
    I’m so sorry…I hate that sick feeling…glad you weren’t there too1
    Sending a hug and prayer your way,

  7. Stacey July 26, 2009 at 9:11 pm

    And a brief update, it’s good that I trusted my gut and skipped the wedding, he had “her” there with him. This is so disgusting, she’s 19, heading back to college in 2-3 weeks, they’re not “dating” they’re just friends with “benefits” until she leaves. Yeah, nice. The relationship he and I had built up took years. He needs his space, and in 3 weeks he’s sleeping with someone else. I am sooooo sick to my stomach. Gina Rose, you out there? I’ll be calling.

  8. Stacey July 25, 2009 at 9:06 pm

    Hey, Sea Turtle, Good luck on your party. I too had a party to go to that my “D”” was going to be at. It was a wedding. He was doing the photos. I was supposed to go along and help pose people and fluff dresses, straighten ties, etc. Well, we had our fall out in late June. I’d already bought a new dress and heels for the event. I went with him to pick out a new suit for the occasion, back in early June.
    I could not go. I couldn’t bare it. I saw him the other night with some other gal on the back of his motorcycle and I almost threw up. It was terrible. So I did not go, the dress and new shoes still sit in the closet, tags still on. My son asked me what I was going to do with the new clothes, I told him maybe eventually I’ll have a date again some day and wear it then. See, my son went with me to pick it out.
    But I too consult with Gina Rose. She and Phillip have assured me that this relationship with my “D” will come back around. But I have to let him come to me. So I try not to be anywhere he is, which is difficult in a town of 3000 people. Again, I think the parallels with you and I are interesting.
    Good Luck! I’m sure you’ll look like dynamite, baby!
    Love, much!

  9. Fran July 25, 2009 at 8:01 am

    Hi Jacqueline ~
    I am SO anxious to read more about your experience! I’m looking forward to your article next week!!!
    I didn’t get a chance to go to that shop yet (it’s called Amethyst Moon ~ cool name, huh?). The ladies that work in there are so wonderful and helpful. Sometimes I go just to visit. They have everything I would need there, and if not, there’s another store in the next town that also carries the same items. I will get a chance to go today. Did you ever figure out what the fourth herb was? I thought you might have said juniper.
    Have a nice weekend!
    Love ya,

  10. Sea Turtle July 24, 2009 at 6:57 pm

    Hi Gina Rose,
    It was great talking to you…I feel more like I’m talking to a friend…”thank you”.
    Great advice, now I need to implement it. I will walk and pray and stay grounded. After all, you’re right, it’s not a date, I’m just going to a birthday party. I can do this! I can go and have fun…
    I’m a woman of strength and class and dignity, no matter now “D” responds or doesn’t respond…I’ve been fine all of these months, my life is good. I just can’t payche myself out.
    Hopefully, “D” seeing me again “will get his engine roaring again” as you stated! LOL!
    I agree with you, in spite of his apparant eccentricities and short comings…I can see that he is a good man somewhere in there..I’m not sure he knows he is good…but I thought I could see something when I looked into his eyes. What I “thought I saw” is what continues to draw me to him.
    So, my friend…I hope you’re right as I do care for this man! ;)
    A BIG HUG…wish I could show you my island!

  11. Sea Turtle July 24, 2009 at 6:47 pm

    Hi Jacqueline,
    Well, I’m glad to hear that you’re experience was not as bad as it sounds. I guess there aren’t many ways to die that one would really look forward to…except maybe living to be old and then going to sleep…
    When I was around 4 years old I had a near drowning experience. We were at the ocean on the New England Coast and I was with my babysitter. Someone had dug a large deep hole in the sand, the tide came in, filled it with water, and I fell in…seems the sitter didn’t know where I was…I remember struggling a little…but mostly remember it as “peaceful”…sounds kind of odd. The part I remember NOT liking was someone reviving me and water and salt coming out of my chest and mouth and I was frightened by how upset everyone was. Funny thing…I LOVE the sea…live near it, walk it every day…it’s the place I go for peace and to “breathe”…
    My Mom was pronounced dead after the birth of her 6th child. She was bleeding to death…hemorrhage. She had an out of body experience and watched the medical staff and then was greeted by some relatives that had passed, one Aunt in particular…they were telling her “to go back”…she liked where ever it was that she was at and didn’t want to come back. But, she did, and she remembers crying and telling everyone how beautiful the place that she had gone to was…she was actually sad to be back here…
    One thing is sure..there is another place, is it heaven…?
    Thanks for sharing your experience…it brought all these memories back to my recollection…had almost forgotten…
    God Bless.
    A big hug to you-glad you’re here Jacquelyn!

  12. Sea Turtle July 24, 2009 at 3:33 pm

    Hi Jacqueline!
    Yes, funny you would say a “liitle pop in and pop out”…that’s what I have in mind.
    I’m feeling more centered, but am looking forward to my appt. with Gina Rose tonite.
    I’m curious as to what she and her guides tell me..wonder if he’s still thinking about me and wanting a future with me…that kind of stuff. Also wonder if he’ll be alone or bring a date.
    I’m told he never brings anyone to family stuff…let’s hope he keeps it that way next week!
    Thanks for your support, I look forward to getting to know you…
    Blessings and Hugs back to you…

  13. Fran July 24, 2009 at 12:49 pm

    Welllll…it wasn’t actually my warrior spirit guide HUNK…it was “you know who” !!!
    But I DID wish you could’ve joined us!!!

  14. Gina Rose ext.9500
    Gina Rose ext.9500 July 24, 2009 at 12:45 pm

    Hi Jacqueline,
    What a traumatic experience you endured……but we are all glad you chose to come back…..the world is a better place with you on THIS side my friend.
    Blessed Be )O(…Gina Rose ext.9500

  15. Jacqueline
    Psychic Jacqueline x9472 July 24, 2009 at 12:37 pm

    Jacqueline in reply to Gina Rose ext.9500….
    My Dear Friend, so glad that you as well journey back, You are a blessing to all of us….
    The Akastic records are so very interesting, tons and tons of records….
    Jacqueline x9472

  16. Jacqueline
    Psychic Jacqueline x9472 July 24, 2009 at 11:59 am

    Jacqueline x9472 said in reply to Fran….
    Dear Fran,
    I love you too Fran you are a very dear friend and a Beautiful spirit, wonderful energy!
    I will be writing more about my experience hopefully it can get posted next week!
    Blessings Hugs and Hearts,
    Oh hey how was your shop?
    Jacqueline x9472

  17. Jacqueline
    Psychic Jacqueline x9472 July 24, 2009 at 11:27 am

    Jacqueline x9472 said in reply to Sea Turtle,
    Thank you for your kind words, sometimes guys tend to make us a little “nutty” Oh the party, ya know, sometimes a small little “POP IN” and then “POP OUT” appearance does more than we think….
    Just a thought….
    Blessings and Hugs,
    Jacqueline x9472

  18. Jacqueline
    Psychic Jacqueline x9472 July 24, 2009 at 11:23 am

    Jacqueline x9472 said in reply to Sea Turtle….
    It is so interesting that when you are cold, you just get to a point where you dont feel it any more and you just fall asleep,
    So I think it sounds worse than it really was, I did experience some frost burn on my legs and finger tips, but it was fine.
    What happen to your Mother? that sounds terrible….
    You are very sweet, I send you Big Hugs, and look forward to your sweet friendship….
    Jacqueline x9472

  19. happinessntheworld July 23, 2009 at 9:24 pm

    I know what you mean about emotional pain…I have been in a 20 year marriage and feel very alone. For is also time for me to let go even though it is the hardest thing to do. However, I know that by letting go I have the opportunity to grow so much more. I don’t know who I am yet and I kind of feel like a wilted flower…would love to find out though. You can do it as well as I can…

  20. Gina Rose ext.9500
    Gina Rose ext.9500 July 23, 2009 at 6:44 pm

    Hi Fran,
    yeah,yeah,yeah,……LOL !!!!
    We know who you envisioned in the pool last night and it wasn’t me….it was your warrior spirit guide HUNK !!!!!!
    nice try…..LOL
    Hugs….Gina Rose ext.9500
    ( you know I’m only kidding )

  21. Sea Turtle July 23, 2009 at 1:40 pm

    WOW! A gorgeous hunk warrior spirit guide…
    You are so lucky!

  22. Sea Turtle July 23, 2009 at 1:37 pm

    WOW! Amazing story..thank you for sharing. It brought tears to my eyes…
    What an awful way to die. Personaly, I hate to be fact, I sometimes joke that if anyone needed information out of me..all they would need to do is to put me in a cold room for a minute or two…
    Was it horrible? Were you in pain? I’m so sorry.
    Your experience sounds similiar to one that my Mother went through in childbirth…so glad that you’re children called you back and that you chose to come back.
    You have so much to offer.
    We haven’t spoken yet, but you have such a kind energy and a very loving way about you.

  23. Sea Turtle July 23, 2009 at 1:31 pm

    HI Jacqueline!
    Thanks for your uplifting words! You brought a big smile to my face!
    This blog has been a blessing as it seems to provide a place for us to share and to learn from each other.
    I really appreciate you, Gina Roe, Miss Krystal and all who are contributing. Many of you seem to be born with a gift to teach and one of compassion.
    The wisdom that you and others are sharing is such a tremendous blessing to me and others as well. “thank you”
    I’m sort of a contradiction in some ways. I’m normally very level headed, but this thing with a man I had been seeing…wow…makes me feel kind of silly to be thinking about him so much! Oh well…it is what it is.
    I’ve been invited tp a party that he’ll be at next week and today in the midst of me having a zillion things to do those old “buterflies” in my belly over “D” are there I go or do I decline…not sure what to do.
    Oh dear…in the scheme of life this is really not such a big deal..but the “girly” side of me would so like to see him again…if he’s there with another woman I’ll feel ill..if he’s there alone…I’ll still feel awkward and unsure of myself…so…..we’ll see.
    LOL! Darn guy! :D

  24. Fran July 23, 2009 at 1:18 pm

    Oh Gina, thank you for taking the time to explain the “workings” of it. I am amazed every time we talk. I think it’s so COOL that you have these Guides who love you and are so willing to help those of us who call for a little peace of mind. AND the fact that they don’t get tired of those of us who call you ALL the time about the same things!!! (AHEM!!! LOL!) I wouldn’t be surprised if the first thing you hear when I call is, “Oh no…it’s HER again!!”
    My new goal for myself is to focus on the positive outcome that you and your Guides have consistently predicted for me, and to try, with all my might, to NOT dwell on WHEN the outcome will be. It’s funny how you can figure out the lessons in life you’re supposed to learn. This patience things has DEFINITELY got to be one of my BIG lessons!!!!! LOL! Maybe he’s going at a slower pace to help me be more patient. Maybe? Do you think that could be it? I just wonder what it is I’M supposed to be helping HIM with??
    LOVE YA!! (P.S. — I envisioned you swimming in the pool last night…okay? Did you have a good time??) =)

  25. Fran July 23, 2009 at 1:10 pm

    Dear Jacqueline,
    When I read about your sons’ spirits coming for you to “walk” you back through the tunnel, I brought tears to my eyes and shivers down my arms. They love you soooo very much!!! What a blessing they must be to you. (And YOU to THEM!!!!)
    What an amazing story. I wish you could share more with us. I would love to learn about the places you visited during your journey to the other side.
    Thank you for blessing us with your gifts.

  26. Gina Rose ext.9500
    Gina Rose ext.9500 July 23, 2009 at 12:53 pm

    Hi Jacqueline,
    I’m glad you made the journey back !!!!!!! You are very gifted…….you have much teaching left to do down here….yes, I know what Akashic records are…My Great-Aunt taught me that when I was very young.
    Blessed Be )O( & Hugs…
    Gina Rose ext.9500

  27. Jacqueline
    Psychic Jacqueline x9472 July 23, 2009 at 12:51 pm

    Jacqueline x9472 said in reply to Sea Turtle,
    Self respect is the biggest lesson for all of us to learn and I think it is one of the most difficult, but Wow, the rewards for learning this lesson is huge, and you are getting it and very fast!
    I’m very proud of you!!!!
    Blessings and Big Hugs!
    Jacqueline x9472

  28. Jacqueline
    Psychic Jacqueline x9472 July 23, 2009 at 12:48 pm

    Jacqueline x9472 said in reply to Fran….
    Hello Dear Friend, I loved our visit this morning, and your warrior man, gorgeous, gorgeous….Mmmmm!
    The healer that definitely fits and that explains this warrior holding the shell with the herbal sticks.
    The healer spirit from within, that is just waiting to come out will start to show itself very soon and so naturally, it will just fall into place oh and too the use of crystals and stone.
    Blessings and Big Hugs!
    Jacqueline x9472

  29. Jacqueline
    Psychic Jacqueline x9472 July 23, 2009 at 10:21 am

    Jacqueline x9472 in reply to Gina Rose ext.9500….
    It is so interesting to me that when something is to happen it always does, even a procedure as simple as a tonsillectomy can bring on a crossing over.
    My crossing over actually occurred on Jan. 25 middle of winter….I lived in a very very cold place the high that day was 11 degrees, I was driving in the Mountains by myself, no coat, became stranded, my truck broke down, I froze….
    was gone for about 10 hrs, during the time I was crossed over I visited, the living waters, city of Justice, city of Joy, reviewed the Akastic Records, visited with the Council those in charge of records, I was also shown the world events concerning the upcoming changes involving the “New World”.
    At that time I was shown my future and what was in store, but that I do not remember, I did have a choice to stay or come back I was not forced to come back, but…. I was shown the effects on my chidren and how it would hinder them, It was my choice to come back….
    My 2 older sons and they are alive, but there spirit came and said come on mom it’s time to go, you have to go now, each one on my side we came back through a tunnel and back to my truck, I woke up, it was in the middle of the night and was told I needed to start walking….
    Blessing and Big Hugs!!!!
    Jacqueline x9472

  30. Gina Rose ext.9500 July 23, 2009 at 9:13 am

    Hi Fran,
    When you cross over, there is no time, as we know it, on the other side. I, as a psychic, here on the earthly plane, have to ” feel “out the time. I feel out the timing be linking a series of a chain of events together. Many times my Guides will give me symbols….such as showing me leaves falling to say” by Fall.”
    Dwelling on timing , ( many times I’ve seen ),prevents you from walking your INDIVIDUAL Karmic path…..thus slowing the process…as souls join together to help each other learn and grow. It is aDUAL Karmic process…..and, IF both souls are learning and growing…when BOTH souls are ready…..theycome together to walk side by side.
    Now…this is the condensed version of how it works ….as it is DIFFERENT for everybody !!!!!and every situation is unique.
    Does that help you ??
    Hugs….Blessed Be )O(…Gina Rose ext.9500

  31. Fran July 23, 2009 at 8:50 am

    Hi Jacqueline,
    I’ve just got to tell you, this morning’s phone call was the most fun I’ve had in such a long time!! It was soooo exciting for me to find out about my warrior Spirit Guide (not to mention what a “hunk” he is!! LOL! LOL! LOL!). I will pick up the items he wants me to have later today.
    THANK YOU for bringing him to my awareness. And I thank HIM for guiding me to you.
    (p.s. — funny thing…in the past few years, I have been told that I’m a healer. Now I understand why…) :~)

  32. Sea Turtle July 22, 2009 at 6:46 pm

    Hi Jacqueline,
    Yes, Jacqueline, I can see that you’re right…it’s taken me 50 years to figure it out…and am so glad that I’m finally getting it right!
    I’m finding that the “self-respect” that I’m learning to give myself is empowering me.
    We haven’t had the opportunity to speak yet, but I just wanted to tell you that I really enjoy reading your blogs and learning about your culture.
    You have a very peaceful and calming way about you.
    Sea Turtle

  33. Sea Turtle July 22, 2009 at 6:41 pm

    Hi Gina Rose,
    I agree with Fran whole heartedly…you are a special woman and I’m so glad that “you’re here as well”.
    Amazing that you went through experiences with death at such young ages..were you afraid or did you come back with more peace and centeredness (not sure it’s a real word?)…
    I look forward to reading about your experience when you get a chance to write it.
    I’m going to be making an appt. with you soon…is there a time that is better for you to read…and, how much time do you think we’ll need…I never seem to have enough time with you.
    Nothing yet from “D”…hope he’s still paddling!
    Sending love and thankfulness your way…
    Sea Turtle

  34. Fran July 22, 2009 at 5:14 pm

    Hi, Gina ~
    I have a question…If time does not exist as we know it on the “other side,” when your Guides see our future, how do you gauge the time here on our side for us? I find that very interesting. I remember what you told me about the gal who got married (5 months later), but the important thing was…she GOT married as your Guides said.
    I have been making plans to keep myself busy this summer so I don’t dwell on the “TIME” (or more to the point, the “WHEN”) I have been so preoccupied with. So between family visits (to my house, of course) and a little vacation that I planned, I’m hoping that I can keep my mind occupied enough not to allow the “worry” or “doubt” to rear their ugly heads. (Is this eclipse thing almost over already?????)
    Thank you for caring. HEY!!! If I go in the spa, which can get pretty hot, and sweat, think I can indulge in a little something sweet and call it even??? LOL!

  35. Gina Rose ext.9500 July 22, 2009 at 8:37 am

    Hi Believer,
    Thank You for your kind words…..but you really should be patting YOURSELF on the back because YOU are the one who made it happen.
    My Guides can see past, present, & future, and give me advice to pass on to the client…but it’s the client who makes it all happen.
    So… did very well my friend !!!!
    Blessed Be )O(…Gina Rose ext.9500

  36. Believer July 21, 2009 at 8:57 pm

    Dear Gina Rose,
    I just read your amazing story about your 2 near death experiences…it brought tears to my eyes.
    I have spoken with you many times and I’ve told you time and time again…”I couldn’t have done it without you”. You are my angel here on earth. You are a wise teacher and an incredible guide on this journey we call “life”.
    If you wonder why you are still here in this incarnation, no doubt it’s to assist those of us in need of your wisdom, strength and compassion. That includes your animals…they need you too!
    I think the world of you and feel very honored to receive your guidance. I hope you know how deeply & sincerely you are appreciated.
    I truly believe that you are an angel here on earth….
    and we ALL are so fortunate to have crossed your path.
    Sincere blessings to you now & forever Gina Rose.

  37. Gina Rose ext.9500 July 21, 2009 at 2:40 pm

    Thank you Fran……have a drink for me…..and a lemon drop too.
    Blessed Be )O(…Gina Rose ext.9500

  38. Fran July 21, 2009 at 12:52 pm

    Dear Gina Rose,
    You are an incredible woman. I have so much admiration for you…for your ability, for your sense of humor (which I love), for the depth of your caring. And now, I can add this to the list. It’s just mind-boggling that you went through these life-altering events while you were so young. My God, 13?! I wish I could have been there to hold your hand.
    Thank Goodness your husband hadn’t left the house yet the second time. THAT was fate, too. I’m so GLAD you came BACK!!!
    I hope you know that I think of you often (especially lately when I’m in the spa having that drink!! Ha! Ha!), and when I do, it always brings a smile to my face and to my heart.
    You’re very special.
    Love & Hugs,

  39. Gina Rose ext.9500 July 20, 2009 at 11:29 pm

    Hi Jacqueline,
    First time I died and crossed was during a routine tonsilectomy gone bad…I was 13 years old. Doc operated on me with a 102 fever, bled to death under the scalpel (*** they didn’t have laser surgery back then)…they had to air vac in 5 pints of rare blood type from another city to save me.But Doctor told me family halfway thru surgery I would not make it.
    I had an out of body experience AND then crossed over.
    Spent two months in hospital with ice packs around my neck,with morphine shots for pain, and could not move for fear of stitches pulling loose in back of throat and bleeding again.
    Second time was when I was 23….Doctor gave me a brand new medication that was so new it wasn’t on the toxicology list at the hospitals yet.
    He gave me a sample…my lungs collasped and I was suffocating, lost bodily functions…husband was walking out the door to go to in to work and heard me banging on wall as I was passing out in the shower. He called firemen. I had mouth to mouth to pop my lungs back open…I had been dead 4 minutes. My last moment awake, I knew I was dying, events of my life were flashing in front of me as I was fading out ….. then, I crossed over and had the ” review “. ( that particular new drug was pulled off market after 3 years as people were going to sleep and not waking up.) I’ll write an article about crossing over sometime in future when I get the chance.
    I’ve also had MANY close calls since then…but those two times I was pronounced legally dead.
    The second time was stronger somehow, because there is a part of me that never came back. I know it sounds weird, but sometimes, I feel like I’m not supposed to be here now.
    What about you ???? How did you die?
    Blessed Be )O(…Gina Rose ext.9500

  40. Sunny July 20, 2009 at 8:37 pm

    Dear julybabytoo
    I feel the emotional pain you are going though. I was in your shoes and felt the same in my 20 year marriage. As I was reading your post, it was as if I was reading about myself a few years ago.
    Be positive, strong and keep those to good friends close.
    Many hugs

  41. Miss Krystal ext. 9192 July 20, 2009 at 3:20 pm

    Oh that is great!Your clients are very lucky to have you, too!
    Thanks again for this fantastic article!
    Miss Krystal

  42. Jacqueline
    Psychic Jacqueline x9472 July 20, 2009 at 10:33 am

    Jacqueline x9472 said in reply to lystra….
    Oh and they are definitely on there way! all of your work will pay off….
    Blessings and Hugs!
    Jacqueline x9974

  43. Jacqueline
    Psychic Jacqueline x9472 July 20, 2009 at 10:26 am

    Jacqueline x9472 said in reply to Gina Rose ext.9500….
    Hi Gina Rose,
    You definitly hit it right on the head, on so many levels I feel like I do straddle the two dimensions, I love it, it is like you see all, see the intentions of others, that you can live there life, the ability to experience every emotions of every single being, the plants, humans, animals, “everything”….
    As the same as you crossing over truly does have a long lasting impact on my life and the way I review it….
    You say you crossed over several times? What was the causes?
    Blessings and Hugs,
    Jacqueline x9472

  44. Jacqueline
    Psychic Jacqueline x9472 July 20, 2009 at 10:09 am

    Jacqueline x9472 in reply to Miss Krystal….
    Your clients are so lucky to have you…. your connection the sharing of your gifts.
    I truly do believe that the shift that the planet is undergoing it is as if the 2 worlds are joining, becoming as one…
    I love and will recommend your virtual contract to my clients, such a great idea!
    Blessings and Hugs,
    Jacqueline x9472

  45. Jacqueline
    Psychic Jacqueline x9472 July 20, 2009 at 9:59 am

    Jacqueline x9472 said in reply to Sea Turtle…
    That is such an important part of growth is learning to set those boundaries, and you will find that the more you do so with grace and love, everything will flow in….
    Blessings and Hugs,
    Jacqueline x9472

  46. lystra July 20, 2009 at 9:47 am

    Thanks Jacqueline
    I see what you’re saying I have become stronger and I also realised that I lost alot of myself with this person and I have been regaining myself esteem and enjoyin my life recently since I let this person go – I cut tht invisible string tht held me to him and though i felt a bit sad i was mostly happy and relieved i sent him back to the universe the way he was sent to me and i await someone who will be good to me

  47. Gina Rose ext.9500 July 19, 2009 at 7:09 pm

    Hi Jacqueline,
    I experienced the “review” you speak of the second time I crossed over….it was a very serious experience……it changed everything for me….the way I view life and the world in general….and I’ve always felt that not all of me came back to the earthly plane…like straddling two dimensions in a way. Was it the same for you as well ?
    Blessed Be )O(…Gina Rose ext.9500

  48. Miss Krystal ext. 9192 July 19, 2009 at 11:03 am

    Thank you, Jacqueline for getting back to me. I have so many clients, when I am channeling and connect with a loved that crossed over–they are afraid their loved one on the other side is let down by their mistakes being made, etc. I try to tell them what you and me are chatting about here….And it is totally true. Loved ones on the other side are here to help you-They just want you to be happy. They are not here to judge you!
    So anyway, back to my virtual contract with the world, I started to do this around 18 years ago. It works!
    Thank you.
    Miss Krystal

  49. Sea Turtle July 19, 2009 at 10:40 am

    Hi Jacqueline,
    WOW! I can relate to the contract that speak of to oneself as being a difficult one to keep…I’m just learning to love myself and to set boundaries now.
    I would be so interested in reading about your “judgement experience”…
    Thank you for sharing with us.
    What a gift!

  50. Jacqueline
    Psychic Jacqueline x9472 July 19, 2009 at 8:57 am

    Jacqueline x9472 said in reply to Claylady….
    Hi Claylady,
    The hardest thing is to loose a loved one, that is the greatest pain…. the connection is so strong with you and him.
    He is with you and will always be there to help you, he does know and appreciate all that you do and have done for his family!
    Blessings and Hugs!
    Jacqueline x9472

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